He’s stressed, confused and way too vulnerable at this point. He no longer know what he wants with me, and I no longer need his mood swing.
I’m very patient with those I value, but after all his blah blah nonsense last night I told him goodbye because I love him and I want him to be happy, not demotivated. He never wanted a relationship.
As all the guys I’ve been with, PatrickA was no saint either, but as all of them I gave him my best as well not asking or expecting anything back because expectations creates frustrations, and I don’t need that.
I don’t have anger in me because I’ve learnt to appreciate what I have and to let go of the things I cannot.
PatrickA is been very important to me, very meaningful, but love is freedom and he needs to be free.