First of all MERRY CHRISTMAS you awesome readers of my crap. I hope this post finds you happy, healthy, and surrounded by those you love, those you fuck, or whoever or anything that gives you joy because life is too short to take whatever makes you happy for granted.

It could be your family, partner, booty call, pet friend , your coffee machine, or your computer games, which was the case of the person below…


Out of all the people that texted me for Christmas, PatrickA was the most unexpected, and the one that got me blue.  

It’s always bittersweet “talking” to him.

I know he remembers me positively and feels more for me than what he admits, or allow himself to feel… which is why we broke up.

Xavier’s presence during that period only made it less painful, but without a doubt PatrickA’s absence left me a big empty hole inside.

Anyhow, his message (and chatting with him) was totally unexpected. In fact, I never expected ANY message…

These guys made me feel less abandoned last night.


As French novelist Honoré de Balzac quoted: “Solitude is fine but you need someone to tell that solitude is fine.”

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