Sorry, been a bit busy with life.
So… I had a “slumber party” with Terrence on Monday.
All went fine, but just that… He’s a nice guy, he’s handsome and he’s my quasi-official fuckfriend, even though he cant handle me.
By that I mean, he’s too vanilla in all areas.
For those who doesn’t speak gay, vanilla means too “political correct,” not very kinky, not very aggressive, not very adventurous, not hedonistic, just ordinary.
I guess ordinary is okay for those who doesn’t have a high sexual drive, but that’s not my case.
At my Jurassic age, I still need sex AT LEAST 3 times a week… Well, blame my boyfriends who fucked me almost daily. They were stellar, and I won’t lower my standards.
When I was single for a long period of time (about 4 months,) back in 2012, I got myself 5 regular fuckfriends… Which I never planned, but it happened that way because I couldn’t count individually 100% on them.
Back then I was the top, so my penis had a full time job that prevented my broken heart to feel the pain of my previous breakup. But also kept my doctor busy checking myself almost every 2 months to make sure I was clean… which by the way I started doing again.
Anyhow, in my present I don’t need 5 sexmates anymore.
I just want 1 guy, but guys are too complicated… So you cannot fully trust them, and you need plan A, B, C & D ’cause you cannot rely only on one.
The moment, I’ll find that ONE guy again, I won’t need anyone else.
For now I’ll keep Terrence and also Yanis, ’cause one alone won’t extinguish my flames.
So Yanis wanted to see me yesterday but I said no ’cause I was saving my integrity for my husband this Friday.
Regrettably, it was not this week… #FAIL
I guess Yanis will be happy to take his place this weekend…
As I said, you can’t rely only on one man!