I’m not someone of vengeful nature, or into holding grudges, but I’ve ignored Randy twice this week. He messaged me few days ago all horny, and he did it again today, but I never replied because I’m done with his lack of consideration and by that I mean being absent when I need him too.
This is not even about how good of a lover he is, this is more about how he doesn’t realise how lucky he is that I consider him someone special, because let’s face it… Good sex (and hotter guys) I can have any time, any day, anywhere.
Which as a matter of fact, I do!
I have appreciation for him for all the time together (over a year) and I make him my priority all the time, but I wonder if I do right, specially when he fails my trust.
I guess I had enough. As I said, I ignored him again today.
And while doing so I was taking applications for more new fuckfriends.
I’m not lucky men want me in their life. They are lucky I allow them in mine.