The Good Wife

I got a text from Xavier this morning and he made my day.

It’s been awhile since we last chat, but I don’t usually text him because as much as I miss him I don’t want to be annoying, plus he is in a new relationship I think.

Regardless, whenever I see his name on my screen it makes me smile.

Lots of me has changed since he left, but everything I feel inside for him remains the same…

Like a good wife, bitches!!


Autumnal Asks

I’m a blogger and this is home, but I also like Tumrl, the fun twisted people on it and their many random questions.

Below some of them:

lantern – how did you meet your best friend? What were your first impressions of each other? On a house party, since we both have strong personalities we didn’t click, so I didn’t like him.

frost – if you could give some advice to your younger self, what would you say? Don’t be so shy ’cause you’ll miss great stuff.

maple – is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did? Pole dancing.

harvest – what fictional character do you most identify with? Why? Sadly I have lots of Carrie Bradshaw in a the way of how much of a dreamer she was.

fireside – if you had your dream wardrobe, what would it look like? No idea.

cider – a food that you disliked as a child but now enjoy? Wheat.

amber – share an unpopular opinion that you may have. Most skinny guys are hung.

fog – how well do you think you’d do in a zombie apocalypse scenario? I’d kill myself.

jack-o-lantern – if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose? But… What gender?

spice – have you ever encountered a house that you believed to be haunted? Yes, one of my old apartments.

orchard – share one thing that you’d like to happen this autumn. Win the lottery!

crow – which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for? All of them!

bonfire – describe your dream house. High ceiling, big windows, modern and minimalist.

cinnamon – if you had to live in a time period different than the present, which would you choose and where? I’m actually a vampire, and I like the present.

cobweb – (if you’ve graduated) do you miss high school? I don’t, but I miss the friends I used to have.

cranberry – what’s one physical feature that you get complimented on? A toss up between my ass and my eyes.

maize – share the weirdest encounter you’ve had with a stranger on the street. I have several but I remember once this random man told me he could see my energy, told me I lived many lives and I was a good man. Also he said in the world we have celestials and aliens and told me I was an alien.

quilt – how do you take your tea (or coffee)? Hot, dark and sweet

pumpkin – do you think that humans are inherently good or bad? Bad.

moonlit – are you a neat or messy person? Is your room / house orderly? Very neat!

flannel – have you ever gone on a bad date? Yes!

cocoa – if you could have any type of hair, what colour and cut would you have? Actually my hair is wavy but I’d like it straight, black and longer.

ghost – is there someone that you miss having in your life? YES!


I know I know. Where the hell have I been right? (let’s pretend you care).
Unlike my energetic last week, this week was more relax. In other words, less men in my bed and more early sleep… Age is a bitch!

I saw Victor few days ago and I can’t still believe I have that stallion doing me. He’s so my type of guy (perfect bf material) but I can’t show him that…

Fuckfriends are made to pleasure and not for feelings.

On the other hand, I was supposed to see Matias (or Alexxx) last night but I was too tired, so I cancelled both…  However, I’m supposed to see Nick this evening because he’s obviously (also) hot, but mostly, he’s the type of male I know I could build a strong bond with.

And I said supposedly because another hot guy (Philippe) wants to take me out tonight… And UGH! I really don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m pretty fucked if you ask. 

Sometimes it feels like a punishment being so likeable ’cause I cannot please all at the same time.

I should just organise an orgy and make everyone happy at once.

Anyway I’m a bit tired, but I’d better start my day….

Because my night is going to be very busy.

The Season For Love

September 22 marks the fall equinox, or the first day of autumn. And naturally, Google is all over it with a doodle honouring the occasion….

Autumn is my favourite season, it’s not too hot, not too cold, and the landscape is a dream.

Red and yellow all over and carpets of leaves. 

To me summer is the season of horniness, but autumn is the season for romance.

It’s warm enough to be outside together, but cool enough to snuggle up and spoon at night.

Every autumn reminds of Bunny and our Halloween party. Of Jaden walking together the streets of the Old Montreal. It reminds of Joseph and our passionate journey while living in the Mont Royal… Of David randomly kissing me in the middle of the street under the red trees. And it reminds me of Xavier holding my hand while walking to our favourite restaurant.

The year round is sexual to me, but autumn it’s special…

It’s the season I consciously see how much I love being in love not caring for a second if the end always comes. 

A Tale for the Time Being… I’m Struggling

So.. I bought this book some time ago, but I just opened and I’m forcing  myself to finish it.

Novels are not really my thing, definitely! 

The book was intriguing at first and I easily got to half of it in 3 days, but it got boring with all the excessive repetitive details. A lot of good writing that is going nowhere.

This book is about suicide and time, two subjects I find interesting, yet, I’m blocked and I’m pissed. 

Dear God why you made me so impatient?

Ugh! I’ll be back with a proper review very soon.

I just needed to take it out. Ugh!

Speaking Of My Hot Past…

I reconnected with Justin last night.

The last time he texted me was on my birthday (same as Xavier,) and then he just vanished from my world.

However, Justin often stalks my blog (Yes! He’s probably reading this) so he’s more aware of my life than what I know of him… And maybe it’s okay that way because I have a lot more feelings that him lol.

Chatting with Justin is always fun, he’s one of the most compatible guys I’ve ever met. He’s intelligent (I didn’t say smart so don’t get cocky) witty, fast, twisted and  as far as I remember he has a hot ass.

However, he cannot not pick up a fight whenever we chat…

And I like it that way!

But jokes aside, Justin… You already know what I think and feel. You were born to achieve great things, and no one is more important than yourself.

This song is for you:

I will hold you up
I will help you stand
I will comfort you when you need a friend
I will be the voice that’s calling out

And there are just so many ways that I believe in you.